Hurry Up & Wait

I was supposed to have received the info packet from the Cancer Care Alliance - I thought it would have been here Friday or Saturday - it still didn't come today. My first appointment is on Wednesday and I don't even know where it is! Damn, I'm starting to hate the waiting.

People are being incredible supportive - a friend who has recovered from lymphoma, a friend of a friend who had the same surgery three weeks ago. My next door neighbor who survived the chemo, but it has screwed up her platelets. Strong women-role models. But, damn, I'm starting to hate the waiting.